Dark-and-Dreamless

Today was the end. Her expression beckoned me And left me one last choice Now she is dead, ceased entirely No longer would I bear her wicked disease. All of this lamentable time I've sold myself as weak As a piteous breath of misery                                                                    

My loneliness is a cell It's my imaginary hell A fortress I built within There are no doors Just caged windows Metal bars & self inflicted scars I'm believing things that are not real I gaze to what it is I long for The entirety of what I'll never have Envious of the air, pure, without care See the nothing, and dream of me there The veins of Insanity Wrap like vines spiraling Down and through-out my body Tight at the neck I turn blue, the color of serenity If only you knew the force of this deception The grasp of this torment draining my ghost Thorns grow on every wound My tongue galls at every vision Hate provided me

Swimming in dark waters Where do I meet the end Yearning for the day I sink below this crimson ocean Immersed in suffering, drugged by remorse My own entity, nothing hurts me like you do 　 Sunset swallow me in your swirling beauty Take me, drag me down to infinity When I'm there I will lay in peace I'll leave my emptiness behind And believe that I'm alive in this serenity I'll never be missed, that's just fine I've not known the feeling of company long enough To understand what it's like Belonging to no one, the sadness is a waste I'll kiss the wind, and drift away like satin Forever without hello, a goodbye has no pu